...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
regard the illusion of superiority as sense of security in who I am, not
seeing, realizing and understanding that my EGO is the one that is feeling
secure and protected through my participation within and as self-interest of
superiority over others which is actually the EGO itself.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
see, realize and understand that, whenever I participate within superiority or
inferiority game, I am actually accepting and allowing my Ego to exist and
direct me and that I abdicate my self-responsibility to my ego instead of
being/becoming self-responsible for myself in my life as my very living in and
as my every moment of breath. That it is a self-dishonesty point when I
abdicate the responsibility towards myself and let my ego direct me, so
therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to write myself on the
self-dishonesty points, apply self-forgiveness and apply myself as corrective
living so as to bring real physical change in my life instead of living the
illusionary life as my ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use beauty as a way to lure men to me for sex or relationship or both.
I commit myself
to assist and support myself to stop linking beauty to sex and relationship
whereby I dress in a certain way to impress a man so as he can like me and
desire to want to be in a relationship with me or have sex with me, I now
realize that this was just me seeking attention from men, attention which I do
not give to myself. From within this, I commit myself to pay attention to
myself within and as the awareness of who I am as my physical body within each
moment of breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
regard beauty as dressing sexy so that men can find me attractive and desire to
have sex with me or form a relationship with me or both.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
deceive/manipulate men by dressing in a sexual provocative way so that I can
provoke the men to desire to have sex and or be in a relationship with me.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
stop linking beauty to clothes and sex whereby I dress in a certain way (tight
clothes) to so as to enhance my physical outlook to that of appearing as ‘sexy’
so that men can find me beautiful and desire to have sex with me or form a
relationship with me for I realize that this is deceiving others/men through
manipulation. From within this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to
use clothes for self-expression purposes whereby I have appropriate and
comfortable clothes for certain moments/occasions and not for the purposes of
pleasing others.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to realize that, when I lure/attract men to me for sex/relationship is
manipulation, whereby I manipulate/deceive men by presenting myself to them as
a beautiful picture that they can desire to have sex/form a relationship with,
not seeing realizing or understanding that this is me deceiving/manipulating
myself so that I can attract a man to fulfill my desires of wanting sex/a
relationship from them because I don’t desire myself nor do I have a
relationship with myself as the physical and thus I look for a relationship
outside of myself.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
walk the process of forming a relationship with myself for I realize that, my
desire to have relationships with another/man is because I want to fulfill my
desire to have a relationship with myself. I commit myself to assist and
support myself to no longer manipulate/deceive others/man to desire to have sex
or for a relationship with me by altering my physical outlook to that of
appearing as a sexy picture/symbol of desire and sex for men, instead, I commit
myself to assist and support myself to, through self-writing, self-honesty,
self-forgiveness and self-correction through practical application, re-unite
myself back to myself in and as my physical body within and as a relationship
of equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to realize that, the reason why I desire for a relationship from another
outside myself is because I have not established a relationship with myself
meaning that, I have separated myself from myself and thus I have no
relationship to myself and that is why I look for a relationship outside myself
because I don’t have a relationship with myself.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
form a relationship with myself instead of looking for it outside of myself in
others in the form of a desire to be in a relationship with another/man for I
realize that this is the point where I am separating myself from the
relationship I should have with myself by placing it within and as a
relationship point outside myself in another person.
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