Day 52: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 10

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others for attention from men so that a man can pick me and form a relationship with me or have sex with me or both.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop competing with others/women for attention for I realize that, I enter in competition with others because I compare myself to them and hence generate energy as the illusionary desire of wanting to be superior than another, not realizing that, seesawing between superiority and inferiority is a polarity game of the mind which keeps me from physical living my true self as who I am within and as my physical body in each moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have media influence/direct who I am within and as beauty.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to always breath and stop myself from participating within any thoughts, imaginations, backchats, reactions as feelings or emotions whenever I come into contact with any form of media information that is aimed at triggering a change in the reality of myself from that of being here as the constant and consistent physical expression to entering the illusionary world of energy as the desire depicted by media on how beauty should be like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to the skinny models on TV and magazines whereby from comparison, I judge myself as less beautiful that these models and hence try to do all I can to look like them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to lose weight and become skinny like a model so that I can fit into small tight skimpy clothes so that I can look sexy, beautiful and more appealing in the eyes of others especially men.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect losing weight to beauty whereby my starting point of losing weight is so that I can fulfill a desire of having a certain body size and type preferably very slim so that I can look and feel beautiful.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop comparing myself to all the skinny models on media that make me feel inferior to them. From within this as well, I commit myself to assist and support myself to assist and support myself to accept myself as who I am as my physical body and any alterations that I may choose to do as in and as my body will be in full consideration of the impact it will create for my body, the impact being only that which is best for my physical body in assisting and supporting myself as my body to function at the best level possible.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to accept and cherish the totality of who I am within and as my physical body.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to accept and cherish the totality of who I am within and as my physical body, living self-honesty within my every moment of breath to bring about change that is best for all hence best for me as well.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that, by presenting myself to the world as a certain picture through judgment and competition, I am actually advertising myself as a commodity in the market whereby I can sell myself to the highest bidder.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn myself into a beauty commodity through and as the clothes and make up that I wear so that I can be noticed by others especially men so that they can buy me, buy into my deceit/manipulation/self-interest.

I realize that I have reduced the value of who I am as life into that of a commodity that can be sold to the highest bidder for sex, money, and relationship and so I commit myself to assist and support myself to walking my process of change so that I can effect change universal that is best for all life whereby, no other man or woman or child or any life form is to be de-valued as a commodity but as life itself because that is who I am and every other life form. Life as a commodity is an illusion that we have brought forth as who we are creating separation and inequality and so I commit myself to walk my process of change to bring forth a reality where life is real and its value is LIFE though an EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM.

Day 51: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 9

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regard the illusion of superiority as sense of security in who I am, not seeing, realizing and understanding that my EGO is the one that is feeling secure and protected through my participation within and as self-interest of superiority over others which is actually the EGO itself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize and understand that, whenever I participate within superiority or inferiority game, I am actually accepting and allowing my Ego to exist and direct me and that I abdicate my self-responsibility to my ego instead of being/becoming self-responsible for myself in my life as my very living in and as my every moment of breath. That it is a self-dishonesty point when I abdicate the responsibility towards myself and let my ego direct me, so therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to write myself on the self-dishonesty points, apply self-forgiveness and apply myself as corrective living so as to bring real physical change in my life instead of living the illusionary life as my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use beauty as a way to lure men to me for sex or relationship or both. 

 I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop linking beauty to sex and relationship whereby I dress in a certain way to impress a man so as he can like me and desire to want to be in a relationship with me or have sex with me, I now realize that this was just me seeking attention from men, attention which I do not give to myself. From within this, I commit myself to pay attention to myself within and as the awareness of who I am as my physical body within each moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regard beauty as dressing sexy so that men can find me attractive and desire to have sex with me or form a relationship with me or both.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive/manipulate men by dressing in a sexual provocative way so that I can provoke the men to desire to have sex and or be in a relationship with me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop linking beauty to clothes and sex whereby I dress in a certain way (tight clothes) to so as to enhance my physical outlook to that of appearing as ‘sexy’ so that men can find me beautiful and desire to have sex with me or form a relationship with me for I realize that this is deceiving others/men through manipulation. From within this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to use clothes for self-expression purposes whereby I have appropriate and comfortable clothes for certain moments/occasions and not for the purposes of pleasing others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that, when I lure/attract men to me for sex/relationship is manipulation, whereby I manipulate/deceive men by presenting myself to them as a beautiful picture that they can desire to have sex/form a relationship with, not seeing realizing or understanding that this is me deceiving/manipulating myself so that I can attract a man to fulfill my desires of wanting sex/a relationship from them because I don’t desire myself nor do I have a relationship with myself as the physical and thus I look for a relationship outside of myself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to walk the process of forming a relationship with myself for I realize that, my desire to have relationships with another/man is because I want to fulfill my desire to have a relationship with myself. I commit myself to assist and support myself to no longer manipulate/deceive others/man to desire to have sex or for a relationship with me by altering my physical outlook to that of appearing as a sexy picture/symbol of desire and sex for men, instead, I commit myself to assist and support myself to, through self-writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-correction through practical application, re-unite myself back to myself in and as my physical body within and as a relationship of equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that, the reason why I desire for a relationship from another outside myself is because I have not established a relationship with myself meaning that, I have separated myself from myself and thus I have no relationship to myself and that is why I look for a relationship outside myself because I don’t have a relationship with myself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to form a relationship with myself instead of looking for it outside of myself in others in the form of a desire to be in a relationship with another/man for I realize that this is the point where I am separating myself from the relationship I should have with myself by placing it within and as a relationship point outside myself in another person.

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Day 50: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 8

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as competition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with those I regard as ‘more beautiful’ than me so that I can outshine them in beauty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself through competing with myself as another.

A forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that another person is actually equal and one as me and thus competing with another person is competing with myself  and this  makes the separation even gap bigger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define beauty within and as judgment and competition as normal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always want to be better than others and thus judge or compete with another so that I can be the best/better than them and thus creating competition and separation.

I commit myself to, whenever I find myself about to or already participating on competing with another to BREATH and STOP myself from participating within competition with another on who is the most beautiful.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand that competing with another on who looks most beautiful only sabotage/compromises me to live and apply myself in every moment of breath because my attention is diverted elsewhere in competing with another instead of realizing that, when I compete with another, I am simply not living myself but rather comparing myself to another and thus wanting to look like another or even better, instead of just being me as ME HERE, BREATHING, simple.

I commit myself to assist and support myself that, instead of entering in competition to wanting to look like someone else or even better than someone else, to rather learn from this someone else i.e.; what is it that I can observe and learn from this someone else that I can incorporate in my life to live that which is best for all? Or what is it within and as this other person that activates thoughts, imaginations etc. within me to act and live in a certain way that does not support me and as life? And to from here write and apply self-forgiveness on that which I act as within and as my living that does not support life and change it. This way, another person will be my point of assistance and support and not competition.

Next Blog: Day 51: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 9

Day 49: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 7

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use beauty to fuel my desire of always wanting to remain in the spotlight of being seen as beautiful and thus will do all that I can to present myself to the world as a beautiful person.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to be/become my own spotlight within and as becoming my own self directive principle of my life within and as each moment of breath from within and as the starting point of acting in a way that is best for all, and this is thus why I seek for attention/the spotlight elsewhere outside myself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, whenever I find myself desiring to be noticed by others or wanting to be the center of attention/in the spotlight, to immediately access within myself why I go into such desire, to assess what it is that I may be thinking about, imagining, back chatting or reacting to, that leads me to comparing myself to others and thus competing with them; afterwards, I commit myself to write myself out and apply self-forgiveness on all the aspects of desire that come up and follow myself through to practical application as real living change.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to assist and support myself to become my own spotlight from within and as becoming my own self directive principle of my life so that I can bring into light/expose all those spots that I have been hiding from/running away from and face them through self-forgiveness and corrective application as my very living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek attention outside myself by altering my physical outlook to represent a picture that others will notice and approve of not seeing realizing and understanding that the only reason I seek for attention outside myself is because I have don’t pay any attention to myself within and as my reality, and that I have separated myself from self-attention and by defining it as a point outside myself like for example seeking attention through beauty and compliments.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the reality of who I am within and as what others think and say about my physical outlook/beauty.

I commit myself to bringing myself back to myself through paying attention to my world in and as that which I am participating within and as and become the directive principle of it. Within this I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize and understand, that what I think or imagine others will think or say about me is actually what I am thinking and saying about myself and that, others have nothing to do with it; this is self-judgment, and so any moment I find myself judging myself, I shall breath and stop myself from participating within this judgment thoughts and imaginations of whether others will find and accept me as beautiful or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as a picture presentation of myself as beauty. From within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude/deceive others by presenting myself to them in the form of an illusion as a picture.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the creation of a world whereby we value picture presentations of each other as more or less that who/what we actually are in reality which is physicality/substance within and as our physical bodies in and as this physical world/earth.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop deluding/deceiving myself and therefore others through presenting myself to myself and others as a picture as a beauty picture through changing my physical outlook by applying makeup and dressing to impress others, for by doing so I am actually not expressing and living who I truly am and not presenting my true self to myself or to others.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, moving myself within and as my physical world in and as my physical body as this is what is actually real and that this is how I can support myself to step out of my mind paranoia of making myself seem more or less than what/who I truly am, by so doing, I shall help stop our worlds accepted beauty system norm and actually bring forth a world where all beings are really REAL as they are, living what’s best for all in equality and oneness.

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Day 48: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 6

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others for the spotlight of beauty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others by wanting to be the one who is more beautiful than another so that I can get good compliments and thus feel good about myself. From within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect beauty to the ‘feeling good’ experience within and as myself through receiving compliments. 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to breath and stop myself from participating within thoughts and imaginations and backchats of how and what others will think and say about me whether I am more or less beautiful than other women in the clothes I wear.

I commit myself assist and support myself to, whenever I find myself going into imagination of what others will think and say about when I present myself to them within and as the clothes I wear, to breath and stop myself from participating within such imaginations for I realize that, imagining what others will think and say about me is actually me judging myself, how I imagine others judging me is actually how I am busy judging myself and that others have nothing to do within me judging me, me not accepting me for me. From within this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop judging myself as more or less than who I am as life within each moment of breath, through the kinds of clothes I wear.

I commit myself to stop comparing myself to others or others to me for I see and realize that, from within comparison, I start to compete with others especially women for attention and the spot light of beauty especially from men. I also see and realize that, I compete with others for attention because I am not paying attention to myself within and as my living in and as my physical body in every moment of breath and thus, I commit myself to pay more attention to myself as my total awareness of and as my every breath in each moment, so that I eventually become consistent in becoming/being the directive principle of my life through taking self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use make up and clothes as a way to compete with others on who is more beautiful.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, whenever I find myself participating in competition with women through clothes and makeup so as to appear as the most beautiful person/woman, I shall stop and breath and participate no further in such completion for I realize that this is just an illusion that I create of myself of being more than who I really am in each moment of breath Here.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to no longer use clothes and makeup as a way of making/seeing myself as more or less that who/what I really am in every moment of breath. I realize that who I am within and as my physical body in my physical environment is not defined, enhanced/diminished by clothes or makeup, but that who I am simply IS as IS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use make-up to suppress/hide/cover up the fact that I have a negative perception about myself, whereby I feel un-attractive/not beautiful enough and thus inferior to those that I deem as more beautiful than myself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop using make up to suppress this negative perception of myself , instead of suppressing/covering up, I commit myself to assist and support myself to investigate what it is that I suppress by using makeup and apply self-forgiveness  and lift myself from the suppression.

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Day 47: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 5

...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the memory of my aunty comparing me to other children when I was young, saying that I am ugly hence less than/inferior to other children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define who I am within and as the memory of my aunty comparing me to other children saying that I am ugly hence less than/inferior to other children, from within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by a memory/to have who I am be directed by a memory.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to no longer participate in this memory and so whenever I find myself about to participate within and as this memory of my aunty saying that I am ugly hence lees than/inferior to other children, I shall breath and stop myself from participating.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see realize and understand that, who I am is not a defined by memory existent in the past but rather the presence of myself in complete awareness of myself within and as each moment of breath within and as my physical body within and as self-participation in this physical reality.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to realize that whenever I participate in memories, this will be me giving full control of myself to a memory and hence I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to take back the response-ABILITY of myself by becoming the directive principle of my life within and as this physical world to only accept and allow that which supports all life/that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as more beautiful than others hence superior to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as less beautiful than me hence inferior to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less beautiful than another hence feeling inferior to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as more beautiful than me hence consider them superior to me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see realize and understand that, beauty has nothing to do with superiority or inferiority, that superiority and inferiority when it comes to beauty exists because of separation through comparison where I perceive those who are more or less beautiful compared to me are superior or inferior to me because I have separated myself from others by comparing and judging others tome me which is actually me comparing and judging myself thus separating me from me.

I see that, when I judge myself through comparison, that which I judge and compare myself to and as becomes my point of separation because I see it something that is ‘out there’ separate from me, not seeing realizing and understanding that, that thing ‘out there’ is actually within and as myself and that instead of judging ‘it’, I should accept it as myself and direct it as myself through self-forgiveness and corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the physical outlook of myself or of another person as less or more beautiful than what is actually is.

I forgive myself to judge the physical body as less or more than what it is through beauty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself through judging myself within/as my physical body as more or less that what it actually is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to COMPARE myself to others through judgment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to COMPARE others to me through judgment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to SEPARATE myself from myself and as another through judgment and comparison.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to whenever I find myself going into judgment and comparison of myself to others in regards to who is more or less beautiful, I shall stop myself, BREATH and will not allow myself to participate within judgments and comparison.

I commit myself to assist and support to always bring my awareness back to the realization that, my physical body is simply physical and its outlook doesn’t change to less or more physicality through judging and comparing it to others as more or less beautiful and that, it is rather within and as my mind that I have come up with all this definitions and perceptions of beauty which I have exerted on my physical body which is simply me deluding myself and separating myself from my physical body. I commit myself to no longer judge and or compare my physical body’s outlook/beauty as more or less that what it actually is; PHYSICALLITY and that I will not accept and allow myself to define myself as more or less important/special that who I actually exist as within and as my physical body.

I commit myself to assist and support to no longer accept and allow myself to connect the word beauty to my physical body’s outlook and beauty doesn’t mean anything when it comes to the existence of me within and as my physical body. I realize that I am HERE in and as my physical body and that beauty, cannot change this fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others by the kinds of clothes they wear whereby I judge those that wear beautiful clothes as better/superior/special compared to those that don’t.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself through the kinds of clothes I wear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the clothes that I wear whereby I say that other clothes are more beautiful than others and thus I feel superior/special, accepted by society as sexy, when wearing beautiful clothes than when I wear ugly ones.

I realize that, the role of clothes is to support the body by ensuring that the body is comfortable at any given moment and that, by me judging myself and others by the kind of clothes they wear connecting beautiful clothes to superiority/specialness/popularity and ugly clothes to inferiority/unimportance/less popular does not and will not change what clothes are and what clothes stand for. Clothes may change in form, texture, color, size etc. but what does not change about clothes is what they stand for, the role they play and hence the one that changes is myself through the opinions, perceptions, judgments, comparisons that I have exerted on clothes giving them a value that is not equal to what they really stand for.

So I commit myself to assist and support myself to breath and stop myself from participating within the definitions, perceptions and judgments I have towards clothes as more or less than what they really are and stand for.

I commit myself to no longer connect beauty to the clothes I wear whereby I give myself or others more or less value that what I/they truly am/are.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to ground myself in and as my physical body as it is the only reality that exist HERE because I realize that, within and as this physical reality HERE exists no such things as judgment, definitions, opinions, perception nor separation, all this stuff only exists in my mind and has no influence on physicality in whatever way unless I accept and allow.

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Day 46: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 4

SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS continued

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the negative backchats of Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone to the negative reactions of feeling bad/down/inferior when others don’t like/don’t approve what I wear, herein as well, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect positive backchat of I look perfect in these clothes to the positive reaction feelings of superiority/feeling good/happy/confident about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seesaw between positive and negative energy generated from my mind through backchats whereby I accept and allow myself to participate within and as negative backchats thus experience negative reactions of feeling down/inferior or positive backchats to positive reactions of feeling superior/confident/happy/good about myself.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to breath and stop myself from participating within negative backchats of Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone for they then further lead me into negative reactions of feeling bad/down/inferior when others don’t like/don’t approve what I wear, from within this as well, I commit myself to assist and support myself to breath and stop myself from participating within positive backchats/internal conversations of I look perfect in these clothes for this may lead me further into the positive reaction feelings of superiority/feeling good/happy/confident about myself, for I realize that, participating within backchats is me living within and as the illusionary reality of my mind and that I can not be fully  here participating/taking responsibility  within and as this physical reality if I participate within and as backchats/internal conversations of and as mind.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop seesawing between positive and negative energies that I create through my participation within and as my backchats/internal conversations/voices in my head that further lead me into experiencing myself as positive or negative energetic feelings for I realize that who I am is not energy but a being that is HERE in and as my physical body, present and aware.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how the fear of what others think/say about me is the starting point from within which I base who I am as the image of  beauty and how this idea drives/has shaped who I am within and as this image.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that the only one I am fearing is myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exert the fear I have towards myself within beauty towards my child. Any moment I find myself going into fear of what others may say or think about my child, I shall breath and stop myself from participating within such fear for a realize that I am the one busy judging myself  and my child as well and then exerting this fear as judgment towards others.  I commit myself to assist and support myself to investigate all points of fear in regards to beauty within and as the fear of what others think of me and from here apply self-forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my child as more/less beautiful within and as the clothes I dress her in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dress my child from within the starting point of beauty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge beautiful clothes as better than ugly clothes.

Any moment I find myself about to or already participating within judgment of clothes as beautiful or ugly and then use this judgment to form definitions of myself or another as myself e.g. my child as less than or more than who I am as life HERE, I shall breath and stop myself from participating within such judgment.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize and understand that, clothes have nothing to do with beauty or ugly and that, their purpose is to support the physical body within and as clothing it for comfort.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge lighter skin as more beautiful hence better/more valuable than dark skin color.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my dark skin color as less beautiful compared to lighter skin color.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my child based on her skin color saying that, because her skin color is less light than that of white people, she is inferior to them and that I am inferior to her because I have even darker skin compared to her.

 

I commit myself to whenever I find myself about to judge myself or another as myself based on skin color whereby I judge darker skin color as less beautiful/inferior to lighter skin color which I deem superior, I shall BREATH and stop myself there and then from participating further within this judgment for I realize that, I am already HERE within and as the physical and that my skin color is part of who I am as the physical and is not less or more than who I am HERE equal and one.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my child by comparing myself to her and by comparing her to others and from within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exert my self-judgments and self-comparisons onto to my child.

I commit myself to assist and support myself in any moment where I am faced with the point of comparison whereby I compare myself to others or compare others to others,  through judging them as more beautiful hence superior or less beautiful hence inferior to me, that I shall immediately breath and stop myself from participating within such comparison for I realize that, it is from such comparison as well that separation exists and competition as well and that, life in equality and oneness cannot exist where there’s separation.

Next Blog: Day 47: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 5

 

Day 45: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 3

SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS continued.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my imagination whereby I imagine myself dressed in certain clothes that I consider sexy so that I can achieve the outcome that I desire which is that of getting ‘good’ compliments from others so that I can feel ‘good’ that others accept and acknowledge the picture that I have presented myself as, within/as beauty, within and as the clothes I wear. From within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my imagination to design a picture of myself that I regard as beauty so that I can manipulate the desired result that I would like to receive from my environment, which is my desire to get good compliments and be accepted by others as beautiful and sexy.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop using my imagination to design a certain picture of myself that I want to present to the world so that I can manipulate others as my environment to help me fulfill my desire of being complimented and accepted by them for I realize that, my desire to be complimented and accepted by others is because I have not accepted myself as the totality of who I am and that I do not need compliments from others in order to be here.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to Breath and stop myself from participating within imagination whereby I create certain images of myself that are not real, whenever I am faced with a moment where I have to dress myself in certain clothes.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, when I am choosing what clothes to wear, only consider that what is real in my physical reality e.g. weather and how my clothes will affect my body i.e. If the clothes will or will not support my body as who I am, or to dress myself appropriately according to a given circumstance/situation in certain moments e.g. job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard/ignore me/run away/hide from myself, separate myself from myself and thus end up seeking attention/acceptance/approval from others e.g. in terms of compliments.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to no longer disregard/ignore/runaway/hide from myself for this is separating myself from myself for I realize that this separation is the reason why I seek acceptance/attention/approval of others (through compliments) outside myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to further sink into the beauty game through BACKCHATS/INTERNAL CONVERSATIONS like Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone or I look perfect in these etc.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, when I become aware of myself about to already participating within and as back chats like; like Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone or I look perfect in these etc., I shall breath and stop myself from participating within such back chats/internal conversations for I realize that all these backchats are just me judging myself  and worrying about what others will say about the clothes I wear. I also realize that, how I dress should not be to impress others but rather it should be for comfort and or as self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to further enter into reactions of feelings of superiority/feeling good/happy/confident when I find something  that I like to wear, or feeling bad/down/inferior, not good enough if I happen to wear something which is later on not liked by others.

I commit myself to stop entering into reactions as feelings of superiority/feeling good/happy/confident when I find something that I like to wear, or feeling bad/down/inferior, not good enough if I happen to wear something which is later on not liked by others, when I am faced with the momentary action of wearing clothes or choosing clothes to wear. If and when I find myself reacting, I shall breathe and stop myself from participating within such reactions.

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Day 44: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 2

SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as beauty within and as the polarity of beautiful and ugly. I commit myself to breath and stop myself from defining beauty within the polarity of beautiful and ugly for I realize that polarity is a means by which the mind uses to generate energy for its survival, from within this as well, I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop participating in production of mind energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the clothes I wear to beauty. I commit myself to, any moment I find myself connecting beauty to the clothes; I shall breathe and stop myself from participating. I commit myself to assist and support myself to use clothes for the purpose of comfort and not beauty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as beauty within/as the THOUGHT of how I would look like in the clothes I wear. I commit myself to assist and support myself to, any moment when I become aware that I am or I am about to start participating within and as the thought of how I will look like in certain clothes before I even wear then, I shall breath and stop myself from participating within such thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to DEFINE beauty within and as the makeup I wear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define beauty within and as the shoes I wear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define beauty within the food I eat.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define beauty within and as the clothes I wear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from beauty by defining beauty within and as something/someone separate from me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop participating within the definition of beauty within and as the makeup I wear, the shoes I wear, the food I eat and the clothes I wear.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize and understand that, when I am defining beauty within and as someone or something separate from myself, I am actually making a statement that I am separate from that something or someone as myself and hence from within this, I commit myself to stop participating within beauty as separation/something or someone separate from me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to IMAGINE what other people think of me/see me in and as the clothes I wear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how others will give me ‘good’ compliments, thus showing/indicating that they accept and acknowledge the picture of myself as the beauty I present to them.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the reason why I imagine altering my physical outlook to ‘look beautiful’ is because I haven’t accepted myself for and as who I am and that I have accepted and allowed myself to see/view myself as an ugly person.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that, the reason I strive to present myself as beautiful in the eyes of others is because I am seeking their acceptance and approval of me because I haven’t accepted myself as who I am in totality.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, whenever I am aware that I am about to or I am already imagining what other people think of me/see me in and as the clothes I wear or the imagination of how others will give me ‘good’ compliments because they approve/accept my beauty picture presentation to them, I SHALL BREATH and STOP myself from participating within such imagination for I realize that, imagination is a tool the mind utilizes to harness energy from the physical bod for its survival.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop altering/changing my physical outlook so that I can be accepted as normal and beautiful and complimented by others for I realize that, the reason why I seek acceptance by others outside myself is because I have not accepted who I within and as my physical body; my skin color, my skin, my shape, my size my height, my face etc. and that if I should alter anything, I shall do it as self-expression in and as the directive principle taking into consideration all the aspects of myself to accept and allow only that which supports my physical body both internally and externally, I commit myself to not again accept and allow myself to change alter my physical body to please other or so that I can be accepted and complimented by others as a beautiful person, NO.

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