Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements Continued...
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a sense of security when I am in love with a man through feelings of
completeness, thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
succumb to the believe that ‘I am complete’ when I find love in the form of a
relationship with another/a man, not seeing, realizing and understanding that
who I am as life is already complete/whole and that accepting anything less of
this wholeness is separation therefore, inequality; self-interest. I
realize that, any moment I give into the feeling of being complete when I am in
love, this is a point of separation whereby I am separating myself/me from me
through creating a point of completeness outside myself by basing it in and as
another person through love and therefore, any moment I find myself succumbing
to the point of completeness based on something/someone outside myself, I shall
stop, breath and will not allow myself to participate within such a point for
who I am already is whole and complete as life and self-sustain and thus do not
need a point outside myself to be whole. From within this, I commit myself to
assist and support myself to bring myself back to myself through becoming equal
and one with/as the physical and thus realize and become the wholeness of me as
the physical.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realize and understand that as a mind consciousness system, I need
energy to survive and so I form relationship connections using love so that I
can generate enough energy for survival and one of the best ways I do this is
through sex and hence I use love to form a relationship from which I can have
as much sex as possible to get an energy supply for my entire mind
consciousness system. I commit myself to stop
participating within and as love energy which is just a way that the mind
consciousness system use to generate energy through forming relationships
whereby one can have sex and thus continue generating even more energy to keep
sustaining the mind consciousness system, thus putting the physical body at the
sacrificial alter where energy is sourced/sucked from to feed and sustain the
mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think that, fulfilling sexual fantasies is a way of expressing love while
fantasies is in fact just mind consciousness system way of generating energy
for its own survival. Any moment I find myself
fantasizing about sex, I shall stop, breath and will not allow myself to
participate within such fantasies for I realize
that within and as the illusion of love as energy, sexual fantasies is another added
‘bonus’/dimension that the mind uses to justify its existence through sourcing
/sucking more energy from the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use sexual fantasies as a starting point to find a compatible partner with who
I can walk my life with. I commit myself to put a
stop to using sexual fantasies as a starting point of forming a relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use money as a starting point to love so that I can have my needs met easily, i.e.
I can be financially cared for, financially
supported as well as have enough finances to support own children. I commit myself to base the beginning of a new
relationship from within and as the starting point of that which is best for
all and that I will consider all aspects of and as who I am in the new
relationship and ensure that only what’s best for all is the only outcome,
because what’s best for all is best for me. I commit myself to assist and support the process
of bringing about an equal money system capitalism whereby it will be every
humans beings right to have access to enough money to sustain one’s life from
birth to death ensuring that all necessary needs are met with ease, for this
will put an end to this era where I or another makes/bases the start of a new
relationship on money and thus it will be from here that real relationships
that give the value of life number one priority will develop.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge others based on their financial capabilities whereby, I regard highly
those who have money, see them as attractive and macho/strong and those without I judge them as weak
incapable people/men that cannot satisfy me and my needs, hence from within this,
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to impose the
fulfillment of my needs on others instead of taking responsibility for myself
and ensuring that I meet my own needs. From within this also, I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself by thinking that,
others/a man should be responsible for me. I commit
myself to stop myself from using money as the starting point of giving value to
life in that, I give those with money more value and those without I give less
value for I realize that, valuing or de-valuing others is valuing or de-valuing
self, based on the concepts of my mind
and depicted in the current money system and thus I commit myself to value life
for life as life, and that I will not allow the existence of anything/anyone as
more of less than life; Equality and oneness as life. I commit myself to assist
and support myself to take responsibility for myself and not put my
self-responsibility in the hands of another for I realize that, it is only
through taking self-responsibility in all ways that real change can be brought
forth and sustained and that if each person took self-responsibility, and not
depend or wait for other to take responsibility for them, then very fast we can
change the way we exist as in our world today.
As a woman, I see how I have contributed to the common
BE-LIEve that, it is the job/responsibility of a man to take care of a woman
especially financially which has created the consequence of inequality between
men and women in and as our world whereby in some societies, a woman is not
even allowed to take any self-responsibility and her contribution in the
community is ignored and judged as of less importance hence leading to a world
dominated by men and the consequences thereof, thus, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to as a woman place my self-responsibility in
the hands of a man simply because I regard a man to have power over me and thus
should direct my life. I commit myself to assist
and support myself to stop participating within the believe than men are
more/superior than women and hence men should take major responsibility over women as I realize that
within/as this believe, equality and oneness can never exist, as well, I commit
myself to as an equal, participate within decision making with men as equals
whereby we both can come up with agreements of how to best co-exist in a
harmonious relationship as equals, assisting and supporting each other to bring
forth heaven on earth.
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