SELF-FORGIVENESS AND SELF-COMMITMENT STATEMENTS Continued....
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
through and as whining/nagging, manipulate situations, people in my world hence
manipulating myself so as not to face what is here in a given moment of breath
and take responsibility for it.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
stop manipulating others through whining so that I can have others take
responsibility for me and also so that I can get others to agree to my reasons
for whining so that they can agree with me and make me feel better about myself
within and as my reasons and opinions as to why I will not take
self-responsibility. I see, realize and understand that, the only one that I
manipulate through whining is myself, whereby I create reasons and
justifications/excuses as to why I should and will not take self-responsibility
for my world and that is within and as it. This not only is self-dishonest but
also ensures that I remain in my whining character where I will blame others
for why I am not being self-responsible. So I now commit myself to stop this
character.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
alter the stability of myself within and as my physical body when I go into
whining and nagging about a point/situation that I am facing in a particular
moment.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
always ensure that I am stable within and as my physical body by being here in
as awareness of and as breath. Whenever I find myself participating within my
mind formulating opinions/ideas/excuses/justifications, I shall stop and breath
to bring myself back to stability for a see, realize and understand, that the
moment I participate in whining/nagging, this is an indication that I am busy
participating in my mind and not in physical reality where my stability exists.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create the physical consequence of sciatica pain down my left leg through my
repetitive whining/nagging character.
I commit myself to stop participating in
nagging/whining so that I can put an end to this perception I have about myself
as a whining character for not only do I limit myself by only perceiving myself
as this character but also I inflict a lot of pain for my physical body for I
realize t5hat, my body is a living being, fully aware of itself as myself and
hence capable of feeling pain.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
whine in the mornings after I become so emotionally energized by a very small
thing like my child’s dirty smells diaper.
I forgive myself that haven’t seen realized and understood
that, in the mornings, right at the moment of waking up, my mind becomes so
energized as it wakes up, and so through my participation within and as it also
experience this rush of energy throughout my body from within which and as, I
whine/nag.
I forgive myself that I haven’t seen, realized and understood
how I generate and react within and as anger from this energy rush depending on
the thing that sets me off in the morning, and from there, I nag/whine.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
automatically in the mornings whine in anger. From within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as an
automated pattern not stopping for once to question why it is that I am so
emotional in the mornings hence my nagging.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to take note/to investigate this automated reactions that are so subtle and
that I tend to realize too late, long after I have participated.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, whenever I find myself about to participate within my mind in thoughts,
imaginations, backchats, and or reactions/whining/nagging, I shall immediately
breath and stop myself from participating within such mind games for I realize that, my
participation within my mind only sabotages my opportunity to take
responsibility for myself in and as my world in the immediacy of breath which
will lead to an accumulation of physical consequences that will only make the
process of birthing myself as life from the physical longer and uncomfortable.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
apply self-honesty and understand how it is that my mind really functions in
the mornings and pay close attention to all the points that I participate
within and as be it thoughts, imaginations, backchats and reactions, identify
the patterns, write them down and apply self-forgiveness accordingly on each
point and commit myself to stop all the patterns identified so that I can/will
completely stand and direct this point of nagging/whining and eventually
die/cease to exist as this point of nagging/whining for I realize that it
doesn’t support who I am within and as the equality and oneness of and as life.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, in the mornings when I wake up, take a deep breath and establish my point
of stability within and as breathe within and as my physical body, and from Here,
move/direct myself moment by moment throughout the day for I realize that, if I
do not stand for myself as life and direct me in each moment of breath, the
only other part of myself that will do this for me is the mind and I as mind
only make decisions in self-interest not considering all life as equal and one
and this is dishonoring all life as myself.
DAY 63 WHINING/NAGGING WOMAN - Part 5
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