SELF-FORGIVENESS AND SELF-COMMITMENT STATEMENTS Continued....
I realize that, I had defined Bernard as a
point outside of myself and therefore, indicating a point of separation whereby,
I regarded him as Superior than me when all the while, he and I were/still are simply equals. Bernard, having embodied
and lived the principle of equality and oneness was in his very essence life
itself in the flesh. This is why I felt a deep sense of loss when he died, like
a void was left in me by his passing. I realize that, the moment accepted and
allowed myself to live in separation of
from Bernard or anyone else or everything else AS LIFE, simply indicated
that I had already lost the point of equality and oneness from all because all
is me as life, equal and one even though in different expressions. Thus this
deep sense of loss to me is an indication of the loss that I have always
had/felt, an emptiness that manifested the moment I separated myself from life
as the equality and oneness that is HERE and that, for me to recover from this
loss, I commit myself to walk my
process of self honesty, self-writing, self-forgiveness all the way to
physically correcting/changing myself from living in separation to equality and oneness with and as what is here by becoming and living myself as THE LIVING
PRINCIPLE OF AND AS LIFE IN EQUALITY AND ONENESS AS THAT WHICH IS BEST FOR ALL
LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
react to my fear as anxiety with fear. I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to connect anxiety to fear. From within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
any moment when I find myself about to react in anxiety; I shall immediately
BREATH and STOP myself from participating any further.
I commit
myself to always breathe no matter how long it will take until I am completely stable
and free from any anxiety reactions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect my feeling of a deep sense of loss to Bernard death. I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to define Bernard/another as a point of
superiority outside myself for I realize that this is separation and in fact
loss whereby I am the loser when I lock myself out of life as all as equal as one by separating myself into and as my mind.
I realize that, I had defined Bernard as a
point outside of myself and therefore, indicating a point of separation whereby,
I regarded him as Superior than me when all the while, he and I were/still are simply equals. Bernard, having embodied
and lived the principle of equality and oneness was in his very essence life
itself in the flesh. This is why I felt a deep sense of loss when he died, like
a void was left in me by his passing. I realize that, the moment accepted and
allowed myself to live in separation of
from Bernard or anyone else or everything else AS LIFE, simply indicated
that I had already lost the point of equality and oneness from all because all
is me as life, equal and one even though in different expressions. Thus this
deep sense of loss to me is an indication of the loss that I have always
had/felt, an emptiness that manifested the moment I separated myself from life
as the equality and oneness that is HERE and that, for me to recover from this
loss, I commit myself to walk my
process of self honesty, self-writing, self-forgiveness all the way to
physically correcting/changing myself from living in separation to equality and oneness with and as what is here by becoming and living myself as THE LIVING
PRINCIPLE OF AND AS LIFE IN EQUALITY AND ONENESS AS THAT WHICH IS BEST FOR ALL
LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect my process to fear, whereby, I projected myself far into the future
where I saw myself not making it, now I see, realize and understand that, my
process is all about what is HERE and who I am within my process HERE in every
moment of breath as Directive Principle as what’s best for all and that, future
projections are of the mind and not real and thus, generating this fear is also
not real but simply a mind game to sabotage my process of walking HERE as
Breathe.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in my minds future projections hence living in and as future
projections instead of living here as Breathe within and as my physical body.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realize and understand that, the only one afraid of not making
it, the only one that must die is me as a mind consciousness system, me as the
‘I’ of the mind so that who I am as life can step forth as the very living
directive principle of and as what’s best for all life. ‘I’ as mind to ‘EYE’ as
the physical.
I commit myself to step out of my mind as
future projections of myself through imagination and stepping into the hereness
of breath from within which I shall moment by moment direct my world by always
using my physical ‘eye’ to see and consider all life in equality and oneness as
I play my active role of a responsible human being that’s acts and lives only
that which is best for all life, for all life is myself in equality and
oneness.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
breath and stop myself from participating within and as any mind games as
future projections for I realize that, the certainty of who I am and everything
I can be is always HERE within and as each moment of breath and not in a far
future. From within this, I commit myself to stop waiting for my mind to make
decisions for me of who I can be in the future but that I will take
responsibility in the Here for myself by becoming my very own self movement
within and as directing myself as a living principle that considers all life in
equality and oneness as that which is best for all.
Day 56: MY REACTIONS TO BERNARD POOLMAN’S DEATH - Part 4
Day 56: MY REACTIONS TO BERNARD POOLMAN’S DEATH - Part 4
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