...continuing with SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
seek attention outside myself by altering my physical outlook to represent a
picture that others will notice and approve of not seeing realizing and
understanding that the only reason I seek for attention outside myself is
because I have don’t pay any attention to myself within and as my reality, and
that I have separated myself from self-attention and by defining it as a point
outside myself like for example seeking attention through beauty and compliments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use beauty to fuel my desire of always wanting to remain in the spotlight of
being seen as beautiful and thus will do all that I can to present myself to
the world as a beautiful person.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to be/become my own spotlight within and as becoming my own self directive
principle of my life within and as each moment of breath from within and as the
starting point of acting in a way that is best for all, and this is thus why I
seek for attention/the spotlight elsewhere outside myself.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, whenever I find myself desiring to be noticed by others or wanting to be
the center of attention/in the spotlight, to immediately access within myself
why I go into such desire, to assess what it is that I may be thinking about,
imagining, back chatting or reacting to, that leads me to comparing myself to
others and thus competing with them; afterwards, I commit myself to write myself
out and apply self-forgiveness on all the aspects of desire that come up and
follow myself through to practical application as real living change.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
assist and support myself to become my own spotlight from within and as
becoming my own self directive principle of my life so that I can bring into
light/expose all those spots that I have been hiding from/running away from and
face them through self-forgiveness and corrective application as my very
living.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
seek attention outside myself by altering my physical outlook to represent a
picture that others will notice and approve of not seeing realizing and
understanding that the only reason I seek for attention outside myself is
because I have don’t pay any attention to myself within and as my reality, and
that I have separated myself from self-attention and by defining it as a point
outside myself like for example seeking attention through beauty and compliments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define the reality of who I am within and as what others think and say about my
physical outlook/beauty.
I commit myself to bringing myself back to
myself through paying attention to my world in and as that which I am
participating within and as and become the directive principle of it. Within
this I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize and
understand, that what I think or imagine others will think or say about me is actually
what I am thinking and saying about myself and that, others have nothing to do
with it; this is self-judgment, and so any moment I find myself judging myself,
I shall breath and stop myself from participating within this judgment thoughts
and imaginations of whether others will find and accept me as beautiful or not.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within and as a picture presentation of myself as beauty. From within
this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
delude/deceive others by presenting myself to them in the form of an illusion
as a picture.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the creation of a world whereby we value picture presentations
of each other as more or less that who/what we actually are in reality which is
physicality/substance within and as our physical bodies in and as this physical
world/earth.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
stop deluding/deceiving myself and therefore others through presenting myself
to myself and others as a picture as a beauty picture through changing my
physical outlook by applying makeup and dressing to impress others, for by
doing so I am actually not expressing and living who I truly am and not presenting
my true self to myself or to others.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, moving myself within and as my physical world in and as my physical body as
this is what is actually real and that this is how I can support myself to step
out of my mind paranoia of making myself seem more or less than what/who I
truly am, by so doing, I shall help stop our worlds accepted beauty system norm
and actually bring forth a world where all beings are really REAL as they are,
living what’s best for all in equality and oneness.
Next Blog: Day 50: THE 'I' OF BEAUTY - Part 8
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