SELF FORGIVENESS AND SELF COMMITMENT STATEMENTS continued.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use my imagination whereby I imagine myself dressed in certain clothes that I
consider sexy so that I can achieve the outcome that I desire which is that of getting
‘good’ compliments from others so that I can feel ‘good’ that others accept and
acknowledge the picture that I have presented myself as, within/as beauty,
within and as the clothes I wear. From within this, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to use my imagination to design a picture of
myself that I regard as beauty so that I can manipulate the desired result that
I would like to receive from my environment, which is my desire to get good
compliments and be accepted by others as beautiful and sexy.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, when I become aware of myself about to already participating within and as
back chats like; like Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too
sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look
fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone
or I look perfect in these etc., I shall breath and stop myself from
participating within such back chats/internal conversations for I realize that all
these backchats are just me judging myself
and worrying about what others will say about the clothes I wear. I also
realize that, how I dress should not be to impress others but rather it should
be for comfort and or as self-expression.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
use my imagination whereby I imagine myself dressed in certain clothes that I
consider sexy so that I can achieve the outcome that I desire which is that of getting
‘good’ compliments from others so that I can feel ‘good’ that others accept and
acknowledge the picture that I have presented myself as, within/as beauty,
within and as the clothes I wear. From within this, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to use my imagination to design a picture of
myself that I regard as beauty so that I can manipulate the desired result that
I would like to receive from my environment, which is my desire to get good
compliments and be accepted by others as beautiful and sexy.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
stop using my imagination to design a certain picture of myself that I want to
present to the world so that I can manipulate others as my environment to help
me fulfill my desire of being complimented and accepted by them for I realize
that, my desire to be complimented and accepted by others is because I have not
accepted myself as the totality of who I am and that I do not need compliments
from others in order to be here.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
Breath and stop myself from participating within imagination whereby I create
certain images of myself that are not real, whenever I am faced with a moment
where I have to dress myself in certain clothes.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, when I am choosing what clothes to wear, only consider that what is real in
my physical reality e.g. weather and how my clothes will affect my body i.e. If
the clothes will or will not support my body as who I am, or to dress myself
appropriately according to a given circumstance/situation in certain moments
e.g. job.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disregard/ignore me/run away/hide from myself, separate myself from myself and
thus end up seeking attention/acceptance/approval from others e.g. in terms of
compliments.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to
no longer disregard/ignore/runaway/hide from myself for this is separating
myself from myself for I realize that this separation is the reason why I seek
acceptance/attention/approval of others (through compliments) outside myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
further sink into the beauty game through BACKCHATS/INTERNAL CONVERSATIONS like
Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too sexy and not mother like
Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look fat Or these don’t
flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone or I look perfect
in these etc.
I commit myself to assist and support myself
to, when I become aware of myself about to already participating within and as
back chats like; like Hhhhmmm, this clothes make me look old Or these is too
sexy and not mother like Or these make my ass look bigger Or these make me look
fat Or these don’t flutter my body type Or these don’t compliment my skin tone
or I look perfect in these etc., I shall breath and stop myself from
participating within such back chats/internal conversations for I realize that all
these backchats are just me judging myself
and worrying about what others will say about the clothes I wear. I also
realize that, how I dress should not be to impress others but rather it should
be for comfort and or as self-expression.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
further enter into reactions of feelings of superiority/feeling
good/happy/confident when I find something
that I like to wear, or feeling bad/down/inferior, not good enough if I
happen to wear something which is later on not liked by others.
I commit myself to stop entering into reactions
as feelings of superiority/feeling good/happy/confident when I find something
that I like to wear, or feeling bad/down/inferior, not good enough if I happen
to wear something which is later on not liked by others, when I am faced with
the momentary action of wearing clothes or choosing clothes to wear. If and
when I find myself reacting, I shall breathe and stop myself from participating
within such reactions.
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